college: starts on monday, and i get a letter saying i cant get loans. yesterday. because i dropped out of college 15 years ago, and i paid my own way then. that’s ridiculous. i gotta write ’em a letter, and even if they decide to let me get the loans, it’ll be like a month into school so i wont have any books. for like a month. i can’t listen to my music on my laptop because my windows media player went nuts and wants me to re-install it, so i try, and it doesn’t load. my bass is still in the pawn shop, and i’m sure good old Uncle Sam is watching me rant about it in my lawn, via satellite. so, as our rights trickle away and we are soon to be labeled terrorists instead of dissident, i can’t even jam out to a good song or beat the hell out of my fender jazz frettless. and bush decides irans army are terrorists, which means iran must be harboring them. i mean, come on, anything to go to war with iran. and the cia and fox news are changing history via wikipedia this is the stupidest version of 1984 i’ve ever seen. we’ve pissed everyone off, and now they tell us that “homegrown” terrorists are as much of a threat as al-qaeda, and they are paying cops to be more aggressive. and bush is making more executive orders that you have to reference so much shit to figure out what he’s trying to pull, you forget what you were looking up in the first place. i believe this country is in a quagmire, or whatever the hell you want to call it.
fuck it all i’m going to disneyland.